The Silver Bullet

Languishing

2010-12-22T00:34:00.000-08:00

This song stood out to me so much. I can definitely relate to the song. Sometimes you just wonder if the person that say they love you, really do love u. How quick will you drop everything your doing to make sure im ok?

Languishing
Songwriters: Carey, Mariah; Wright, James;

If you could only see that I was not put here for you
To judge me and dispute my in most truth
And after all these years of enmity, envy and tears
It's a shame, you don't know me at all

I was wondering would you cry for me
If I told you that I couldn't breathe
If I was drowning, suffocating
If I told you that I couldn't breathe

Those ageless buried recollections
We transform them and select them
You have yours, I have mine, that's fine
Why are we too torn to heal?
Our stitches never disappeared
I have mine, you have yours, I'm sure

I was wondering, would you reach for me?
If you saw that I was languishing
I was wondering, would you cry for me?
If I told you that I couldn't breathe
If I was drowning, suffocating
If I told you that I couldn't breathe

Sorry For The Long Hiatus

2010-11-28T21:45:00.001-08:00

I WONDER WHAT U GUYS THINK ABOUT THIS!!!

Silver Bullet : Takeover

2010-08-31T20:01:00.000-07:00

What is Silver-Bullet? The Silver Bullet is supposed to be the only kind of bullet that is effective against a Werewolf, witch, or some monsters. The meaning of me. The only kind of bullet that can kill what terrorize the pop fantasy world the most. Thats how I feel when it comes down to my fashion, my dancing, my life. Anything productive in my life. Silver-Bullet Productions is really about to take over. I'm starting with my new dance group. We about to bring life back to each other and the public. We're going to be sexy, stylish, forceful, and epic. Then I will hit the world with my fashions, then hopefully expand to everything else i want it to be. But, of course I can't do it alone. I have amazing people who stands with me to make sure things stay proper and i stay grounded.

This is my latest photoshoot. The models are me and my good friend Anita Rivers. Who also does make-up and has a big part of the Silver- Bullet Productions

BASIC INSTINCT COMING AUGUST 17

2010-07-11T22:46:00.001-07:00

MAKE SURE YA'LL PICK IT UP!!!

Ciara New Single

2010-07-07T16:49:00.001-07:00

The "Princess" we all know as Ciara has drop her 2nd single off her "Basic Instinct" album

due out August 17th. Ciara mentioned in an interview that the next single will surely have people

dancing. Well, lets just say she kept her promise. Her new single is titled "Gimmie That".

One thing I love that Ciara is doing is she's letting people know that she's back and ready to smash.

I can't wait to see the video to this song. First lets cross our fingers and have Ciara speak about the

song being her 2nd single.

http://www.mediafire.com/?mki2zdmyojw

The Dark

2010-06-21T21:46:00.001-07:00

I open my eyes, but noticed that I still see nothing. Black........ pich black. I start breathing heavy as I panic, then all of a sudden, I hear a foot step. Suddenly I feel cold. The footsteps got heavy the closer it came. The footsteps stop. Soft touch goes up my hand,through my arm, grab my shoulders. I feel an erection coming through. The tighter he grabbed my shoulders the stronger I yearned for his inside touch. This mystery man had the hands of a giant and he felt and smell soo fab. He starts kissing the back of my neck and down the left side. Hmmm...I wonder if he knows that he's hitting my spot. A bite on my ear caused my head to tilt back and close my eyes. Still scared because I don't know who is this beautiful man that I cant see touching me and making me feel like I want to give into temptation. He grabs my shoulders harder and whispers in my ear, "I love you baby". The voice made me feel safe because I knew exactly who it was. The only thing that was left to do was respond. So in the dark, I turn around still not seeing a face and kiss his lips while he hugs my body and I say back, "thanks for loving me, I love you too".

-Charles-

Love Struggles

2010-05-25T21:14:00.001-07:00

Love, so much meaning, so much life, so much happiness. So why are people so scared to fall into it. Durning the years of my life, I've learned so much about love, the different types, the different ways as well as the goods and bads. Love is one of those things that can break you and make you up in so many ways. It make you do things that your not use to, play into a character that you never knew. Sometimes, love make you put your whole life on hold to focus on the piece of someone else that you let in. Yeah, I know, its kind of hard to understand, but that can also be the fun part of it. Learning about the kind of love that you didnt know exist. I've learned that its pretty normal to be scared to fall in love, but that doesnt make it right. Sometimes, your past can be the main reason why your so scared to fall in love again. You just dont wanna go through it again. But, everyone isnt the same. There's somebody for everybody. There's someone who feels the same way you do. That person more than likely is looking for the same kind of love. Just wait it out, take your time, date first before making it offical. Thats part of the main reasons relationships crash because people tend to rush things. Don't rush it.

LET IT FLOW

Letting Go!!

2010-05-25T09:25:00.000-07:00

This is sooo amazing to me. People would probably think I'm beasting or too hype about this. But honestly how do u expect me not to be. I loved the first line-up of mega-selling group "Destiny's Child" as well as the 3rd. I didn't care too much for the 2nd line-up which featured Farrah and Michelle. Farrah left and the group became a trio. My favorite. But I'm just excited to see that people do forget about the past and put things behind them to make themselves and others happy. Letoya said that she ran into Beyonce at the 2009 BET Awards and they spoke briefly and everything was kool. I do wish we would of gotten a picture tho. We got one of Kelly Rowland and Letoya tho. And I love it. This picture was taken last night at the red carpet for E's Anniversary in West Hollywood. By the way Ms.Kelly performed her number 1 hit "When Love Takes Over" as well as her new single "Commander".

Just One Of Those Dayz!!

2010-05-19T13:34:00.000-07:00

THESE ARE MY NEW KICKZ

July 6, in the morning

2010-05-13T21:03:00.000-07:00

Love Letter By Beethoven

My angel, my all, my very self - Only a few words today and at that with pencil (with yours) - Not till tomorrow will my lodgings be definitely determined upon - what a useless waste of time - Why this deep sorrow when necessity speaks - can our love endure except through sacrifices, through not demanding everything from one another; can you change the fact that you are not wholly mine, I not wholly thine - Oh God, look out into the beauties of nature and comfort your heart with that which must be - Love demands everything and that very justly - thus it is to me with you, and to your with me. But you forget so easily that I must live for me and for you; if we were wholly united you would feel the pain of it as little as I - My journey was a fearful one; I did not reach here until 4 o'clock yesterday morning. Lacking horses the post-coach chose another route, but what an awful one; at the stage before the last I was warned not to travel at night; I was made fearful of a forest, but that only made me the more eager - and I was wrong. The coach must needs break down on the wretched road, a bottomless mud road. Without such postilions as I had with me I should have remained stuck in the road. Esterhazy, traveling the usual road here, had the same fate with eight horses that I had with four - Yet I got some pleasure out of it, as I always do when I successfully overcome difficulties - Now a quick change to things internal from things external. We shall surely see each other soon; moreover, today I cannot share with you the thoughts I have had during these last few days touching my own life - If our hearts were always close together, I would have none of these. My heart is full of so many things to say to you - ah - there are moments when I feel that speech amounts to nothing at all - Cheer up - remain my true, my only treasure, my all as I am yours. The gods must send us the rest, what for us must and shall be -

Your faithful LUDWIG.

Blitz & Shit

2010-05-13T06:42:00.000-07:00

Model/Actress Noemie Lenoir Attempts To Commit Suicide!!! (whats the T girl)

The 30-year-old, who has become a household name in the UK after spearheading a Marks & Spencer advertising campaign, was found slumped on the floor in a forest in La Celle-Saint-Cloud, on the outskirts of the French capital. She is believed to have taken a cocktail of alcohol and drugs at the £1m detached home of her on-off boyfriend Claude Makelele, the ex-Chelsea football star who is father to their son, Kelyan, five. The current Paris St Germain midfielder called emergency services after finding his girlfriend slumped unconscious on the floor, a police source said.

But Lenoir - also the face of campaigns for Next, Gap and Victoria's Secret - woke up minutes later and cancelled the ambulance, it was reported in France. She then left the house alone in the suburb of La Celle-Saint-Cloud, and was found unconscious again several hours later by a passer-by on the forest footpath. A man out walking his dog found Ms Lenoir on Sunday afternoon and called the emergency services straight away. After coming to, Noemie was in a state of great distress and clearly very ill,’ said a source close to the model. She had clearly attempted to harm herself and had fallen unconscious.

She was rushed to a nearby hospital and treated for the effects of poisoning. It seems that she may have tried to commit suicide as a cry for help. She’s now in a far better condition and recovering.’

This is a big issue. I believe that something else is going on that made committing suicide cross her mind. She has alot going on for her. Her son, her career. If you guys don't know who she is, well basically she stared in Rush Hour 3 and was a Victoria Secret model . I could only imaging what she's going thru. Stay up mamas, u got a whole life ahead of you, go to church, don't lose yourself. Drop the husband if you have to

I'm Back!!!!

2010-05-12T20:22:00.000-07:00

Hey everyone. I'm sooo sorry about the delay. I've been busy trying to get my life together. Seems like things are coming through. I'm super excited. But one thing I want to do is explain a couple of things that I've learned while being away. Of course everyone knows that I want to become a tv show host, fashion designer, and an actor. But I've learned that things wont happen if your not trying to make it happen. The strive in NYC is HEAVY. This is the place of Lights, Camera, Action. So me believing that I'm good at anything could just be me. But the question is "How is the world going to take me?" What am I suppose to promote myself as? Me being a gay African american man from "The Bronx" with a t.v show does sound interesting, but so does a black gay man from Brooklyn or Manhattan. So I had to learn to dig for more. When it comes to hosting tv shows, sometimes u have to take yourself from the person you truly are. We have Tyra, Wendy, Oprah, Dr.Phill, and Mr.Oz. These people give good shows all the time but when it comes to entertainment these people do know how to pull strings and become people they aren't. For an example, Wendy Williams say all the time how she doesn't wear the wigs from her show out in public. The person you portray on t.v isn't always the person you are 24-7. "IT'S A JOB". So what I'm basically trying to say is when it comes down to my vlog (www.youtube.com/chuckzo308) , people believe that the advice I give always have something to do with whats going on in my life. Sometimes it is, but not all the time. I give advice, i listen to stories that my friends and family gives then if its interesting enough, I speak on it to get an answer from you guys. "SOO WORK WITH ME LOL". Basically the new thing about this blog is I will speak on everything, from fashion, tv, entertainment, music, leaks, health, and even advice. I promise I will give you guys everything you want. And MORE!!!

I Love This Woman!!!

2010-02-28T00:13:00.000-08:00

LADY GAGA ARRIVING AT HER HOTEL AFTER HER MONSTER SHOW!!!

Lady Gaga's DICK!!! RIGHHHH!!

2010-02-27T23:55:00.000-08:00

Oh, No she didn't (yes the fuck she did). There was a bunch of talk going around about Lady Gaga being a hermaphrodite (penis and vagina mixed0. But she gave an interview to Q magazine basically explaining how she feels about the whole situation.So what better way to explain your situation other than, have a photo shoot with a dildo in your pants. work gaga

“I want to wear a dick strapped to my vagina,” she announces cheerfully, puffing on a Marlboro Light in the penthouse suite of London’s May Fair hotel. We all know that one of the biggest talking points of the year was that I have a dick, so why not give them what they want? I want to comment on that in a beautiful, artistic way. How I wanna show it. And I want to call this piece Lady Gaga Dies Hard.”

“When a guy says, Oh I fucked all these chicks this week, there’s a high-five and giggling. But when a woman does it and it’s publicised or she’s open about her sexuality or she’s free, or liberated, it’s, Oh, she must have a dick. There’s a threat. I also carry myself onstage in a masculine way and sing in a low register. This is not out of nowhere, right?”

“But you don’t really want to get to know me or photograph my soul, you want to do some version of what you think I am and then expose something that you believe is hidden. When the truth is, me and my big fucking dick are all out there for you. But I’m not angry, I’m laughing. The joke is not on me, it’s on you.”

-Q Magazine

How can you not love this woman. She knows exactly what shes doing. She became a mega superstar in a matter of 2 years. Plus she CAN sing, dance, and she has a great sense of style

I'M BACK!!!!!!

2010-02-27T23:12:00.000-08:00

Hey friends, family, followers, youtubers. I miss my blog so much. I guess this is the time that i admit that i got lazy and stopped updating my shit. I'm so sorry. So much has happen in the entertainment world as well as my life. I want everyone to keep in mind that i do have a life outside of the Internet world. I'm dealing with school, I'm in a relationship, still dancing, trying to make money. Basically right now I'm in one of the most deepest nonsense of my life, things that only I can get myself out of.

OK, NOW THAT IVE GOT THAT OUT THE WAY!!!!!!

I'm still Ciara's biggest fan, but I'm getting really attached to newcomer Nicki Minaj. I wasn't on her bandwagon like everybody else when she came out. I honestly felt like she was trying to be Lil'Kim. I use to be the craziest Lil'Kim fan. But y'all know Lil'kim done let herself go. But I still support everything she does. But, Ms. Nicki Minaj is just stealing my heart away. So I may be talking a lot about her.

aowwww

Ms. Kelly Hitz Me Once Again

2010-01-20T23:19:00.000-08:00

Shot By Celeberty Photoographer Derek Blanks...goo tha fuck off ms kelly

IN OTHER KELLY NEWS!!!

The Destiny’s Child alum has been locked up in the studiorecording her third solo album. While details remain scarce, one producer’s involvement is a sure bet. Jim Jonsin, the hitmaker behind Beyoncé’s “Sweet Dreams,” Pitbull’s “Hotel Room Service,” and Amerie’s “Swag Back,” has added his magic touch to Ms. Kelly’s project.

“I’ve been working on her album with [songwriter] Rico Love,” Jonsin tells Rap-Up.com. “We’ve done four songs.”
Fans of her David Guetta collaboration, “When Love Takes Over,” will be in for a treat. “She’s doing a pop-house and R&B sound, like a mixture,” Jonsin reveals. “It’s really cool. Some uptempo stuff, some ballads, all around really nice—more like a Donna Summer sound.”
Although Rowland, who was formerly signed to Columbia Records/Music World Entertainment, hasn’t officially announced a new label deal yet, Jonsin dropped a hint as to where she may end up. “I believe she’s in talks with Universal Motown right now, and a couple others.”
But not having a label home hasn’t stopped the 28-year-old singer from moving forward. In addition to readying her own album, she has also reunited with Nelly for a sequel to their 2002 smash “Dilemma.”

RIHANNA GOT A NEW MAN!!!

2010-01-05T21:21:00.000-08:00

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY ABOUT THIS. IM HAPPY SHE FOUND SOMEONE NEW, I SEE ME AND HER LIKE THE SAME TYPE OF GUY. OH YEA THE GUY IS MATT KEMP OF THE L.A. DOGERS AOWWW.. HE'S CUTE!!!!

chucky-

New Lady Gaga Photoshoot!!!

2010-01-05T21:16:00.000-08:00

SHE'S JUST BEEN ADDED TO THE LIST OF PERFORMERS FOR THE GRAMMY'S 10, AND SHE NOMINATED FOR 5 AWARDS

Ciara New Photoshoot!!!!!!!!

2010-01-05T20:30:00.000-08:00

LOOK @THE PICZ BITCH!!!

MIND U THIS IS NOT CIARA AS A SINGER. THIS IS THE MODEL. I KNOW YA'LL INDUSTRY BITCHES ARE GAGGING.

FOR ONE WE SURE KNOW THAT MELODY THORTON (FROM THE PUSSYCAT DOLLS) SURE DID. SHE POSTED THIS PIC ON HER TWITTER. BASICALLY SHE WAS COMPARING HER PHOTOSHOOT WITH THE PUSSYCAT DOLLS THAT SHE DID A YEAR AGO TO CIARA'S PIC AND CALL HER A SWAGGER JACKER. MELODY NEED TO DO HER RESEARCH. SHE WASNT THE FIRST ONE TO PULL THE PONYTAIL. BITCH DON'T TRY IT. FIND A RECORD DEAL THEN SAY SOMETHING PLZ
Not hating ppl! Jus saying! That shit is damn similar! Omg! Omg omg! I was first ppl! I’m def not the “swagger jacker” in the one! I love her but damn that’s exact! [after posting another photo she wrote] Ok one more time! This is from the Doll Domination album packaging a year and a half ago!

Chucky-(thanks to sincerelyciara.com for the pics

Chile!!!! Destiny's Child That is!!

2010-01-05T19:12:00.001-08:00

The girls of the legendary pop/r&b group Destiny's Child are all on their on and about to release solo projects. Everyone except Beyonce (yes please #sitchoassdown for a while).

This will be Ms.Kelly's first album since parting ways with Columbia Records, firing Matthew Knowles as manager, and parting ways with Music World Entertainment. She's been reported to be working with Rico Love. He's the one behind Beyonce's hit "Sweet Dreams". This is what he had to say about the project.

“I’m actually going to be doing the majority of her record,” reveals the songwriter behind Beyoncé’s “Sweet Dreams” and Mario’s “Thinkin’ About You.” “I did three records for her album so far and she’s touring right now.”

Kelly is close to closing a deal with EMI Music. Home of David Guetta, Letoya Luckett(ex-dC member) and Snoop Dogg. But an official announcement have not been made yet.

I can't fucking wait for Kelly's album. Kelly was one of the best talents in Destiny's Child. I love watching her perform. I love her voice, her swagg. Everything she does is on point to me. All she needs is the right ppl behind her. Go Off Ms. Kelly.

Chucky- (thanks to thatgrapejuice.net for the pic)

Michelle is on her grind as well. She's working on a new project as well. From what I heard, she is going to try a pop/rock sound. Thats a good look My Belle. I have high hopes for her ass well.

Cibbles & Bitz

2010-01-03T02:49:00.000-08:00

Just a couple of things that caught my eye. Umm, I'm soo sorry about my delay for updates. I've been so busy trying to get my life together. I got a lot of cool things coming for u guys. Beware

Ciara Cibbles & Bitz!!!! Aoww

2009-12-11T10:27:00.000-08:00

Ciara’s oft-delayed Fantasy Ride album finally saw the light of day earlier this year. “Love Sex Magic,” featuring Justin Timberlake, earned her a Grammy nomination for Best Pop Collaboration With Vocals, but after everything she went through while making it (a split with management, a spat with the editors of Vibe magazine) you’d think she’d want to take some time off before jumping right back into the recording process.

But Ciara is already hard at work on the Fantasy Ride follow-up, recording tracks with producer Tricky Stewart (two of which are reportedly called “Gifted” and “Speechless”) for what she promises will be a very hot album.

“Well, I have to tell you the new record is going to be pretty hot,” she laughed. “No, it’s gonna be fun. I’m going to have a good time. I don’t want to say too much about it, but I’m very proud of what’s happening right now. I’m working hard. I want to make sure I give my fans what they want, and I want to give them more. So I’m just taking my time and just trying to create something that just really feels good to the masses.”

While making Fantasy Ride was a struggle, Ciara said she grew during the process. And, emboldened by the album’s success, she’s ready to get back at it.

“The Fantasy Ride album, I’m very proud of that. And it was really a journey for me, behind the actual album, like, I made so many changes and so many things happened, so it really was a journey for me,” she said. “But I’m very proud of that, and I’m also very proud of one record in particular: ‘Love Sex Magic,’ was a very successful record for me off of that, so I’m proud of that. Grammy-nominated record. Who-hoo!”

“[...]Ciara is already on to the next one, though, working exclusively with Tricky Stewart and The-Dream on her as-yet-untitled follow-up.

There’s no release date yet, but Stewart-who’s executive producing-tells VIBE that recording is “going really well” and “getting close to the point where it’s done.”

The sound they’re going for, he adds, is along the lines of “Goodies” and “1, 2 Step,” the hit singles off Ciara’s 2004 debut, Goodies. “I really felt like Ciara’s first album was a classic. I just wanted to make sure that the people that loved that first album would love this album,” says Stewart. “I wanted to make sure that it kinda had that hood around-the-way feel to it again.”

For fans, that means more uptempo dance tracks than slow burners. “We’re definitely making sure when people put this album on they’re like, ‘I got my money’s worth. It’s a great album’,” says Stewart.”

ARE YA MUTHAFUCKAS READY

This Train Ride

2009-12-11T01:00:00.001-08:00

On the 4 train heading home, different thoughts run through my mind as the train run through the tunnel. I wonder whats my next move, what do God have in store for me, will my dreams of living the fab life come true, or 30 years from now, i would still be watchin it from my room tv? Seeing my friends make it to fame, while im still procrasnating on my next move. So much talent under my belt that need to be showcased. Why must i be lazy and sit back on this train heading home, when i need to be in my dream car with my crew heading to the red carpet to do press interviews. Maybe if i head back downtown, my dreams may come true. Get up Chucky

New Artist Spotlight: Its Carly!!!!!!

2009-12-07T12:14:00.000-08:00

Every generation, an artist comes along that transcends the face of what artistry truly looks, feels, and sounds like… With passion to entertain and the desire to innovate, these artists set the standard for everyone who so chooses to follow in their footsteps…. Artists like James brown, Michael Jackson, Usher, and Beyonce are a few that come to mind…Singing Since the age of 5, trained in Opera with a scholarship to the Manhattan school of Music, groomed in acting and dancing, Carly is no question the triple threat that the entertainment industry covets. While some talents are undoubtedly refined with years of training, others are a gift. Carly has a way of displaying a natural presence that people say stars just have and many call it that “It Thing”… and she has plenty of “IT”Working closely under the production guidance & artist development tutelage of the PROFFESSIONALLZ and BIG DRAWZ MUSIC, Carly is ready to take her place in an industry that is craving something more than just a gimmick. Something more than just fast food music and artistry. With a skill and passion for greatness to entertain, that place will be at the top. Influenced by the sounds and moves of Janet Jackson, Aaliyah, and Justin Timberlake, Carly is definitely coming on fast, and looking to stay for a while….Who is carly? … You should get to know her… Keep your eyes open, and ears to the streets… She’s ready…Are you?

CARLY IS A HOMEGURL OF MINE..YALL NEED TO GET ON THIS..DO IT FOR CHUCKY!!!

#Random Pics I Rolled Up On Ova The Weekend!!!

2009-11-23T21:35:00.000-08:00

LADY GAGA BITCH!!!

Wale, Drake & Kid Cudi (sexy asses)

Drake, Kid Cudi & Jeremih (my new zaddy)

Tristan Wilds (Bittin my lip)

Trey Songz ( I passed out already)

CIARA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! & RIHANNA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-11-19T19:05:00.001-08:00

THIS IS CIARA THIS WEEK....AND THIS IS EXACTLY WHY I CALL HER MY QUEEN. BEAUTY, GOOD MUSIC, AND STYLISH....YESS CIARA...I LOVE TATS SHES TAKING CHANCES WITH THESE NEW DESIGNS!!!!!!!!!!

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In Other News: Rihnna have a after party after her concert...she shows how to be 21 and have a good time

THIS IS HER GOING IN THE PARTY

A LITTLE OF THIS

AND SHE ENDED UP LIKE THIS LOL...

GO THA FU*K OFF RIRI...U BETTA LIVE IT UP!!!!

Blits & Shit!!!!

2009-11-19T18:24:00.000-08:00

FINALLY BEYONCE & LADY GAGA TOGETHER

I thought the video was cute. Of course it lacked some things that people were looking for. Dancing and more Gaga. But i liked it. People fell to realize that this is Beyonce's video. Not Lady Gaga's. I'm sure if Beyonce stepped into Lady Gaga's world she would be looking beautifully outrages like Ms. Gaga. The dance was sooo simple. Thats o.k tho. I understood why. Lady Gaga had to learn this dance in 1 day and perform it full out for the video. Give her a break. The way beyonce is acting in the video amazes me. I love her like this. U can tell Jay is making her feel way more confident about herself. (WINK WINK)

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WERK MUTHA FU$KIN MICHELLE!!!!!

Former Destiny's Child member Michelle Williams showed us a new side of her. She stepped out giving us "Yea I'm Still Here" tease. I LIVE!!! This photoshoot was shot by New Hot Photographer D. Blanks...Go Off Michelle

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CASSANDRA "CASSIE" VENTURA

I HAD TO PUT HER FIRST NAME BECUZ THIS IS THE BLACK GIRL I LOVE TO SEE

I FALL MORE IN-LOVE WITH HER EVERYDAY!!!

My Bitch!!!

2009-11-14T01:13:00.000-08:00

I LOVE HOW SHE CONSTANTLY USES BITCH WITH HER FRIENDS

They Took It There

2009-11-14T00:57:00.000-08:00

As we all know, Beyonce is ready to release "Video Phone ft Lady Gaga (The Extended Mix)" video. These are some screen shoots from the video. I hate that she gives us little shit to live off until she is ready..I love u beyonce. These two are doing it right now. Lady Gaga and Beyonce are both releasing there albums (I Am...Sasha Fierce Deluxe Addition & The Fame Monster on November 23. Beyonce released Video Phone Remix as a single and Lady Gaga just released her 2nd single "Telephone" ft Beyonce. And its fuckin hottttt....

This is the "Bad Romance" video....hottttt

The Legendary B.Scott

2009-11-11T01:23:00.000-08:00

For those that don't know, this is the youtube sensation B.Scott. I love this MAN so much. He's the perfect role model for me, besides the fact that he's super comfortable with wearing female clothing & being extra fab. He's amazing to me.

He really inspires me to be anthing i want and love it. The things that

he speaks about on

youtube always

catches my eye. Heres one of them.

A BUNCH OF ISHH!!!! I LIVE

2009-11-09T22:21:00.000-08:00

Singer/actress Drew Sidora from Step Up, The Game called me while I was getting on the bus tonight. I called her phone last week because she put her number on twitter and i didn't want any stalkers to be harassing her. So i called and when it rung, i hung up because i got nervous. But her manager called me back and asked me why did i hang up. Of course i told him why. He said its OK. She knows that her number is up. She want her fans to give her a call. He asked me for my name and said I'm going to make sure she calls u back. I didn't believe it. But she really called. We spoke for about 10 Min's. I told her how much i love her and how i believed her scenes in The Game. She said thank u. she asked me how was i doing and where i was from. She also said she hope we meet when she gets back to NY.

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Chucky- 16 & Teyana-15

Chucky-17 & Teyana-16

Now

Teyana-18 Chucky-19

While I was in the city. To be exact "SoHo", I ran into an old friend of mines. Ms. Certified C.U.N.T Teyana Taylor. I know her as T.T. When we seen each other it was nothing but love. It felt like the old times, just in a little bit of time. lol. Love U T.T whats funny is that in my pics of us u can see the progress with our ages and style lol.

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Chris Brown's New Album Cover..Love tha Pants..its ok C.B

It's Offical I'm A Rihanna Fan!!!!

2009-11-09T19:44:00.000-08:00

EVERYTHING ABOUT HER WITH NEW ALBUM IS HOT TO ME. SHE GOT THIS NEW FOUND CONFIDENCE AND I LOVE IT....

WERKKK BISHHHH!!!!

Artist Spotlight: Avnah

2009-11-01T01:46:00.000-07:00

This is Avnah (Av-nah). Shes a singer/songwriter with great talent and potential to take over the world, with her style, beauty and sound. Her sound is more on the R&B, Pop level. But I believe she can and will experience more with her voice. Oh and guess what people, she can really sing, unlike these girls thats out today looking a mess. I don't want people to think i'm tryna help promote this woman because shes my friend. Thats besides the matter. She can really sing and dance. Heres here myspace and a couple of her rehearsal videos. I want everyone to listen to 2 of my favs. "Anatomy" and "Freak Like Me". http://www.myspace.com/avnahe

Fashion Spotlight!!! David Koma

2009-11-01T01:33:00.001-07:00

DAVID KOMA

Georgian born fashion designer David Koma graduated in March 2009 with a distinction in MA Fashion from Central Saint Martins. His graduate collection of sculptural, body-concious dresses embellished with metal tubes and multicoloured chains won Harrods Design Award and got a lot of press coverage. This collection revealed David's signature style based on strong shapes and powerful sexuality which he continues to explore. David Koma AW 2009/2010 will be stocked in Browns Focus.

I love this man designs. Its soo futuristic. Very chic. Kinda reminds me of Tokyo mixed with a little bit of New York.

Answers

2009-10-26T22:18:00.000-07:00

Who do I lean on when I need that shoulder to cry on. I honestly feel like I can't expose that person to family, there's a high possibility my partner may laugh at me, and friends are too busy to be focusing on my problems. I need to learn to do things for me and forget about the world. IM constantly the one that try to make sure everyone is ok. Feeding into everyones drama but my own. When I want to explain how I feel to someone, I constantly feel like its going in one ear and out the other. Im just being ignored. But I wonder what will happen if I turn the tables. If I became this super bitch that just doesn't give a fuck. Focusing only on me. Family is suppose to be there no matter what, but it seems like every since I came out with my sexuality, they changed. The door is ready for me to use it and leave. I honestly feel like I have no one to cry to but my Grandfather and GOD. I feel like only those two would listen. They're response to my questions are being answered in my actions. Sometimes I hear someone telling me to "just leave. Use my feet for what they are there for." But I don't know how. I've always been taught not to run away from my problems (I can fix it), but at this point I just feel like giving it all up. I think im at my breaking point. Push me Grandfather.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CIARA (ALBUM NEWS)

2009-10-25T10:18:00.001-07:00

Ciara has been laying low as of late, but for good reason. The R&B singer is well into recording her fourth album and we’ve got the exclusive details.

Christopher “Tricky” Stewart and his songwriting partner The-Dream have been secretly spending the summer in the studio producing the entire follow-up to Ciara’s Fantasy Ride. Stewart broke the news to Rap-Up.com in an exclusive interview. “We’re doing the whole project,” he reveals. “We’re pretty good into it at this point. We’re about 14 songs deep right now.”

The 23-year-old ATLien relocated to the West Coast to work on the album with Tricky and Dream, who crafted “High Price” and “Like a Surgeon” off this year’s Fantasy Ride. “She came out to L.A. to work with us. We’re out here making this record ’cause it feels good and the vibe is good,” says the Grammy-winning producer.

The as-yet-untitled effort will feature danceable tracks that have become Ciara’s signature. “This record obviously is gonna have tempo to it, but I think it’s gonna have even more substance than the last record,” Tricky discloses. “She dances and we always want to bring out what she does that other people don’t.”

Although Fantasy Ride boasted collaborations with a who’s who of the industry including Justin Timberlake, Chris Brown, and Ludacris, the “Love Sex Magic” singer will be riding solo this time. “This album we wanted to take a few steps back and make it more about her, so the only feature is Dream. But the features that we do on this record will be remixes.”

The hitmaker even shared a couple song titles with Rap-Up.com. “I love ‘Speechless.’ I love this record called ‘Gifted.’ Those are two of my favorites. ‘Speechless’ is the record with her and Dream together.”

While there’s still the possibility of a release by the end of the year, it’s looking like 2010 will mark Super C’s return. “It’s a little up in the air, but there’s a chance that it might come this year. That was the goal, but at the same time, we didn’t want to rush anything. I think it’s looking more like a next year thing.”

Ciara is pulling out all the stops to make this her best work yet. “Right now, she’s on her grind, coming back, trying to make a better album than she made last time and get back to that mark where everybody knew that she was in the top tier of the female business.”

Ciara must have liked what she heard on Fantasy Ride this year. After working with producer Christopher “Tricky” Stewart on four of her album’s 13 tracks, the singer has given Tricky and his songwriting partner The-Dream domain over the entirety of her follow-up disc. But what we heard a lot on Fantasy — and what we likely won’t be hearing much on the new album — are Ciara’s high-profile collaborations with other artists.

“At this point in my career, it’s important for my fans to get to know more about me and to really feel me,” she told MTV News on the red carpet Saturday at Justin Timberlake’s charity event. “I’ve done a lot of features over the course of my career. I’m not saying that I won’t do any, but I want really my fans to come into my world. I’ve been very blessed to work with a lot of cool people, but this time it is about knowing me more and hearing more of me.”

Of course, Fantasy featured Ludacris, Chris Brown, Young Jeezy, Missy Elliott and Timberlake. The video for “Love Sex Magic,” which featured JT, nabbed a Best Choreography nomination at this year’s Video Music Awards.

Tricky recently told RapUp.com the name of two records they’ve recorded — “Gifted” and “Speechless,” which actually features Ciara with The-Dream — but Ciara said those two tracks are only the beginning of the “really crazy, really fun” album they’re putting together.

“I got on Tricky because he was spilling all the beans,” she laughed. “Those two records that he named are definitely awesome records and there are some cool ones that I’ve done lately that are just even more amazing.”

“It’s kind of reminding me of how it was for me at the beginning of my career,” she explained, “which is a really good feeling.”

CIARA TURNS 24 TODAY...AOWWWW

The Media's Couple

2009-10-21T13:53:00.000-07:00

Rihanna and Chris Brown both release new projects this week. STRANGE. The funny thing is that both matrials are really good. Rihanna released her first single off her new album "Rate R" called "Russian Roulette". Which is a slow-tempo written by no other than fellow Def Jam artist "NeYo". "Its Cute". Very dramatic, and theatrical. Chris Brown on the other hand released 2 singles "Crawl" & "I Can Transform Ya". Both singles are HOT. "Crawl" is a slow-tempo song that kind of touches on the situation with him and Rihanna (shawty). "I Can Transform Ya" is a high-tempo, Dance Club Song. Which features Lil' Wayne and Swizz Beatz. Both songs will be featured in my music post at the top of the blog.
I personally feel like its time to move on. I love Chris & RiRi together. They were really cute together. They kind of reminded me of high school prom king and queen. They just looked that good together. I hate the fact that the media is coming for Rihanna because shes not talking about what happen between her and Chris. And thats exactly what she should be doing. Ppl want her to be this avocate for domestic vilonce. No get tha hell outta her with that.

Dawn's New Cut!!!

2009-10-21T13:46:00.000-07:00

Dawn (ex Danity Kane new Dirty Money) gets a new hairdo. It's ova. I love it. It's tiger print in her hair. I love this new style shes taking on. With the new haircut, New Edgy look. Gooo Offf Dawn!!!!

Kelly Go Tha F**k Off!!!! Yesss

2009-10-17T19:26:00.000-07:00

Ms. Kelly yesss... Lately she's been giving me everything I want. With this new look, new sound, new everything, Kelly Rowland is bound to take over the world. She was the first member of Destiny's Child to make the smartest career move of the bunch. She fired Matthew Knowles (Beyonce's father) as her manager and also left her label. I think she's ready. Bitches Spread Out Ms. Kelly Is Coming Thru!!!!

Ciara Parties With Her Besties Aowwww

2009-10-17T18:58:00.001-07:00

Yess, my queen Ciara had another great night out with her best friends Lala Vazquez and Kim Kardashian. I love seeing them together. Reminds me of myself and my besite Paul. Kim's birthday is the 20th of this month and Ciara's is the 25. So there's a lot of celebration going on this month. aowwww

:Chucky

Leiomy Speaks On Lil'Mama's Comment On ABDC

2009-10-13T22:32:00.000-07:00

Leiomy finally spoke to the public on how she felt about Lil'Mama's comment on a new episode of "The Luna Show" (http://www.youtube.com/user/TheLunaShowNY)

Here's what Lil'Mama said

"Leiomy, come on. Your behavior…it’s unacceptable. I just feel that you always have to remember your truth. You were born a man and you are becoming a woman. If you’re going to become a woman, act like a lady. Don’t be a bird, like 'Oh my god, I’m not doing this!' You know what I'm saying? It gets too crazy and it gets confusing. You’re doing this for America. Even though you’re the face for transgenders, you’re the face of America right now with this group and it’s not about anybody else. It's about y'all. You know what I'm saying? So do it for the team. Do it for the team."

PLZ WATCH THE LUNA SHOW. I LOVE IT SOO MUCH. YOU WILL LEARN MORE ABOUT THE BALLROOM SCENE AS WELL AS THE LIVES OF PEOPLE IN THE LGBT COMMUNITY

2009-10-13T22:22:00.000-07:00

What A Man, What A Man Lance Gross

2009-10-13T21:49:00.000-07:00

Wow.. This is amazing to me. Y'all know bodies is my cup of tea. When i spotted these pics i gagged. I always knew he had a great body under them clothes, but damn. I know him and his America's Next Top Model winner/fiance Eva Pigford have the best sex ever. They both are super good looking. Werk Eva.

I'm Feeling Like Gaga!!!!

2009-10-11T15:02:00.000-07:00

Here it is, The official cover art for Lady Gaga's Re release Deluxe addition for her album

The Fame Monster

I LIVE!!!!!!

FAME

2009-10-04T12:52:00.000-07:00

I want the fame, i want the lights, i want my name to light your nights, You'll know me because on your TV, it is I that you see... You see, it wasnt always this way, I had a road to pave.I'm so addicted to this thing, its my drug, it makes me sing, they call my name, my cell phone rings and everybody is looking at me.... All eyes on me, spot light on me. This is clearly home for all to see, if you want it, i can give it, if you flip it, i will dip it. Thought i was at the bottm, look up sweety i'm on top. Baby my title is platinum. Your just a flop. My individuality, sparks your curiosity makes you wanna follow me, and raise my popularity....now i'mm running your city, From me to you, some advice, As fly, fly thru life, let nothing stop you from the far FAME!!!!

Ciara Back In The Studio Album # 4

2009-09-29T10:09:00.000-07:00

Ciara has been laying low as of late, but for good reason. The R&B singer is well into recording her fourth album and we’ve got the exclusive details.

Ok. Ya'll already know that I'm like the biggest Ciara fan. I love her soo much and I love anything she puts her mind to. I'm eager to see how this collaboration will turn out. Mariah Carey just had a huge collaboration with the same producers for her latest album. And the material sounds good. I really want Ciara to spread her wings. I want her to work with Polow The Don again. Ya'll can't tell me "Promise" wasnt hot!!!

Twilight 2: New Moon Posters Revealed!!!!

2009-09-29T09:59:00.000-07:00

Yesss. Finally "The New Moon" posters has been revealed. I'm so excited for this movie. Its one of my fav. An ex of mine made me fall in love with the first movie. I've already read the books. But to me, the books are always better than the movie. But twilight is fitting everything in the right ways. I love it.

Who Is This Bitch!!!!!!

2009-09-22T11:04:00.000-07:00

Its clear to me that she is getting compared to Lady Gaga & Rihanna. I can totally see why. She has a face like Rihanna and style is alittle something close to Ms. Gaga. She's Cute tho. Still haven't heard her sing. I think she have a new video out. Her style is totally something I've seen before. Here's what she had to say about her sound and look.
On the comparisons to Lady GaGa:

“I don’t really look like her, but I

think people compare us because we’re both on the edge and we both like to be a bit freaky. We’re both a bit controversial and make people say, ‘What is she doing?’ I think it’s a compliment to be compared to her because she’s very good at what she does and she’s a

writer too. Maybe we can work together one day? I’d love that.”

On her album sound/release date:
“Very uptempo, very electronic and very exciting. The way I sing is quite urban, but the beats are going to be club beats and there will definitely be elements of rock too. I want to release it this year! I really want to release it this year, but they’re telling me it’s going to be the beginning of 2010 and there’s going to be another single first.”

On her Mohawk:
“I’ve had it like this for three months. I saw this style in Tokyo a couple of years ago and thought ‘Nobody wears a Mohawk these days, so why don’t I try it?’ I comb it and make it flat before I go to sleep unless I’m feeling tired and lazy. And I have these hats that I can pull over it, but people are like ‘Why’s she wearing this massive hat?’ When I go to the gym people look at me like I’m some kind of conehead!”

Thanks "Concrete Loop"

The Show!!!!!!!

2009-09-15T11:32:00.000-07:00

The Show opening for Micheal Jackson was hott as hell. I love the fact that Janet came out and finished it all. Plus she had all of the best choreographers on stage with her. Laurie Ann, Wade Robson and others. Werk J.J Lady Gaga gave a beautiful, theatrical performance of her hit song "Paparazzi". It was amazing. She had blood and everything. She really loves to take chances. Werk Gaga once again. Beyonce performed Sweet Dreams/Single Ladies. Her performance was amazing as well. She had like a rockett thing going on. And she really showed people how to j-sett. Aoww.. Kanye stupid ass, interrupt Taylor Swift's award speech to say "Beyonce has the best video of all time". I felt so bad for Taylor. But when Beyonce won she called Taylor Swift out to say her speech. That was really sweet. Pink performance was outta this world too. She had all of us scared for her. She was flipping and shit. But it was hot. It made me download the song. Jay-z closed the show with Alica Keys performing Empire State Of Mind. My new fav song. It was a really hot performance. Until Lil'Mama little ass came on the stage. For whatever reason i really don't know. But she did. And gave the b-boyz stance at the end like she had something to do with the song. Get the fuck outta her Lil'Nigga!!!!!!

VMA"s WEEKEND (AOWWWWWW)

2009-09-15T10:35:00.000-07:00

Hey everyone. So basically this weekend was the MTV Video Music Awards. That's like Sunday Night football for the Gays (aoww). So I wanted to do something different and invite my closes friends over to watch it with me. I basically hosted an awards party with 5 ppl. Of course my bestie Paul (Alonzo) was there, my 2 best friends Kylee, Romeo and Paul's little brother Johnathan. I had such a good time. I could tell that we all did. Chinese, Micky'ds, Soda, debates and great convo. This is part of the reason I love my friends so much. They are the only ones that keeps me happy and stabled. So of course I took pictures. A lot. lol. But anyways, lets talk about this amazing funny ass show we call "The VMA's".

OK soo, the red carpet was cute. Lady Gaga showed up with Carmet (The Frog), and a dress pinned up to her neck. People was like "wtf" but i expected that from her. What i love about her is that she would wear something straight from the runway, and isnt scared to take chances. Werk Gaga, plus, she lives for the gays (aoww). I thought it was strange that Ms. Fefe Dopson was in attendance, but the "Ella Queen" herself Rihanna wasn't. Hmm..Rihanna prob gagg when she saw Dopson on the carpet and turn her ass right back around. Beyonce's dress was really unexpected for me because she usually does glitter and shit to that nature. But she didn't do it this time around. Hmm. She looked cute tho. Kanye came drunk and was still drinking. I feel so bad for Amber because she has to put up with him during his drama. But she looked really good. The snake thing works for her. Bald head and all. lol. J.LO THAT BRAID PONYTAIL WAS A FUCKIN KIKI....DON'T DO IT AGAIN. She looked really good tho. Amerie was very simple but cute. Cassie go tha fuck off. I love her soo much. Shes really starting to grow on me. But mamas wheres the singles. The home wrecker Alica Keys looked cute as well. And her Brother is fine. I knew I seen him before. He use to play at the Kingdome Basketball Games in Harlem. Jermaine Jackson sexy ass was also in attendance. He looks really healthy and hes older than Micheal. Smh

ChildHood Crushes..3:00 after School!!!!

2009-09-11T12:58:00.000-07:00

Here it is. All of my childhood crushes. Sonya (Mortal Combat) Bat girl, Aisha (2nd yellow ranger), Storm, Harley, Rogue, Poison Ivy, Wonder Woman, Mystic, Kimberly (1st pink ranger), Jean Grey. I love these women so much when i was younger. And my moms told me they were too xxx and i couldn't watch them. that's prolly the reason i am what i am today. These women were strong, sexy, smart and had the best stories growing up...i use to run home just to catch them on TV or play Sega with them in it. Get into this ppl......aowwwwwwww

Better Without You.....WERK TOYA.

2009-09-08T14:56:00.000-07:00

Werk Toya. This is what i call "out with the old, and in with the new". Toya gave up on dusty ass Lil'Wayne for a NFL Superstar by the name of James Hardey. Go off Toya. And hes a brotha. Tall, nice brown skin, fit body, and a back of tha gods. Toya is a pretty ass girl, I never understood what the hell she saw in some damn Lil'Wayne. But he did look kinda good when he was younger.

GET INTO THA FACT THAT SHE TOOK A PIC WITH ONE OF HIS NEW BABY MOTHERS NIEVA....LAURAN LONDON IS THA OTHER ONE

Welcome Back Whitney, werkkkkk V.EEEEEEE. It Aint Ova

2009-09-07T18:12:00.000-07:00

Now if y'all aren't hype about this, your not human. This is Ms. Whitney herself speaking about tha shit she been thru. From her dumb ass ex husband, her child, as well as her drug habits. I love to see people admit to their wrong doings. It makes me feel for them more. Plus shes going to be performing my favorite song from her album (I didn't know my own strength). This is going to be magical. Make sure you all watch. Monday Sept 14th. 4:00pm

SO LONG VOGUE EVOLUTIONSo my bitches "Vogue Evolution" got eliminated of the show on Sunday. I'm soo over America's Best Dance Crew. Something tells me that they are going to rest on what they know and pick Massive Monkeys as the winners. And yess get into when Leiomy told Lil'Mama to kiss her ass. Lil'Mama lost alot of respect from the gay community from the comment she made to Leiomy about her being transgender. Here's their last performance. I know it wasn't the best but its good enough.

Alright Alright Damn Trey Plz Sing Me Sum Songz!!!

2009-09-02T23:36:00.000-07:00

This Is Real....Bestie Love!!!

2009-09-02T09:22:00.000-07:00

Hmmm. My bestie, My brother, my knight. He's everything. I love my bestie Paul soo much. People just don't understand. We've been through soo much together. He cried on my shoulders, I cried on his. He's the only one I would recommend people to go to just to find out more information about me. Because he's the only one that knows everything. I could talk 2 him about anything in this world, and i trust him with my life. We fight and make-up. Just like brothers. Blood couldnt make us any closer. Yess its that serious bitches. Watch 3:33 to 3:49

Let's Drop The Riri....Her Name Is Rihanna Bitch!!!

2009-09-01T08:33:00.000-07:00

Yes Rihanna. I live for your new Vogue Mag photo shoot. Your officially a woman now. I see her becoming a style icon. She has the look, style, and her voice is sexy. This is very rare. But of course I still believe that she (as the blogs would say) swagger jacked Fefe. But if she stay with this thing that she has going now. I would be convinced that shes doing this on her own. Rihanna is going to be something big. I know it. I just hope her next album is soo fuckin fierce. And i want this bitch to dance....wats the t

"The Voice" Is Back!!!

2009-08-31T21:09:00.000-07:00

Omg, Whitney looks flawless. Or is it just me. She looks 23. Thats part of the reason I love her so much. Plus, Her songs are amazing. This new album has to be one of my favs. Yea, I have to admit, I heard the whole thing and i'm in love. I really love her album. Of course my fav song is "I Didn't Know My Own Strength". She admits to her wrong doing in this song. She know the struggle she put herself and other ppl thru. Plus her greatest backbone "Her Fans". We Love u Whitney. Oh yea plz goo to the Wendy Willaims Show. How U Dzoing!!!!

By the way this is her on the cover of the new Ebony Magazine out this month.

Whitney On Her Retreat From The Public Eye: “I was just ready to lay back and raise my daughter and just watch her grow and nurture her. And my mother’s getting older. I wanted to spend more time with my mom [because during] most of my 20s and 30s, [I] was dealing with making records and traveling the world and being this thing — icon, you know — whatever this has turned into.”

And Another One Bites The Dust!!!!

2009-08-30T22:03:00.000-07:00

dance.mtv.com vote

Lil mama tried it but its ok

Can't Put My Finger On It.....

2009-08-29T22:50:00.000-07:00

I try so hard to understand life. I can't really put my finger on it. The things that make me soo happy, can be the same exact thing to break me down. How do you know when your happy. Is it just putting a smile on or just being in a good mood. The mood could always change. How do you know when your sad. Is it when you feel like crying. How do you know when your heart is broken. It doesnt really fall apart. If that was the case, I honestly believe I wouldnt be here. Someone please help me understand this.

Werk Mary!!!!

2009-08-29T21:44:00.000-07:00

Mary ate this video.. Very futuristic but laid back. She tryna get her dance on. But ya'll know it don't work for Mary all the time...she be losing it sometimes. But other than that, the video is fire. Get into this ya'll!!!

Rihanna You Got Some Explaing 2 Do!!!

2009-08-28T10:48:00.001-07:00

Rihanna why are you coming from the surgical clinic.
is there something you need to tell us. I really don't wanna admit to it. But you taking it away girl.
in other related Rihanna news, Fefe Dopson notice riri's wrong doings
I always felt like Rhanna was stealing Fefe's styl, but everytime iI try to tell ppl
they argue with me about it and say Rihanna thought of it herself. Plz bitch!!.
This is what Fefe had to say about the whole situation

“She [Rihanna] is supposedly a fan of mine. I try to take it as a compliment. It gets a little much when she starts getting the same tattoos as me but overall I just want people to separate the image and listen to the music” ~ Fefe Dobson…

(see the tat)

Day @ The Beach!!!!!!

2009-08-26T18:36:00.000-07:00

Yayyy!!! I went to the beach yesterday with alot of my friends. I had such a good time. Something that i havent seen in such a long time. I finally learned the kind of ppl i would want to be around. They kinda act like me but have thier minds set on what they want in life. Very positive ppl. But ppl get into the fact that this beach was a kiki. They had washed up jelly fishes, and big ass clams. Creatures were grabing my toes underwater. I had to get outta there lol. But overall i had a really good time. Didnt get home until 2 that morning. Plus my bestie Paul spent the night. Follow him on twitter.com/PaulAlonzo38 plus my P.R mama's Klyee @kylee_anna and @romeo3189

It's Ms. Kelly Bish!!!!!!

2009-08-26T18:15:00.000-07:00

LOS ANGELES — Kelly Rowland is finally independent.

The singer, who spent nearly 10 years withDestiny's Child, says she's now living the life she used to sing about. Before breaking up in 2005, Destiny's Child — which also featured Beyoncé Knowles and Michelle Williams— topped charts with girl-power tunes such as Independent Women, the theme from Charlie's Angels. But after a series of flat solo efforts, Rowland, 28, has figured out her formula. She sings three tracks on French DJ David Guetta's One Love, which is being released today.

"I feel empowered. Finally," Rowland says with a laugh and a snap of her fingers. "When you don't believe in yourself, you feel like you're living in fear. You don't give yourself the opportunity to believe that you can. And as much as you tell yourself you can't do it, you end up not doing it. Me? I was complacent and comfortable where I was."

Not anymore. In May, Rowland released When Love Takes Over, the lead single of Guetta's One Love. The international hit reached No. 76 on Billboard's Hot 100 chart and No. 48 on USA TODAY's rhythmic airplay chart. After Guetta and Rowland appeared on So You Think You Can Dance, the track entered the iTunes Top 100 Songs, where it's now No. 93.

This success comes on the heels of Rowland ending a longtime managerial relationship with Knowles' father, Matthew. She says there's no bad blood — Knowles is still one of her closest pals — but she was looking for a new direction.

Instead of running away from the international market that has adopted her, she has decided to embrace it.

"Here, sometimes it's like my music didn't quite work, but overseas it's on top of everybody's chart. I've had more international success than domestic success, and I think that opens my eyes up to music. I mean, I just got back from performing in Lebanon. Lebanon!" she says.

Rowland, who is single, says she hopes to release a solo record at the end of 2009 or early 2010.

"I have a new boost of energy," she says. "All the creative juices are flowing, and I'm having so much fun in the studio because I'm making dance records. And I'm working with producers who are just as curious about the sound internationally, too."

Rowland says her next release will be dance-heavy, but she won't forget her R&B roots. She still covets domestic success; she's had it before with Destiny's Child, which sold more than 50 million records worldwide.

But working toward that success won't be her guiding light, she says.

"I don't ever want to get in a box to where I'm thinking that this is the only place that can ever exist," she says. "I love being overseas just as much as I love being home. Plus, I know all my eating spots over there now, so I'm good!"

Now im totally feeling Ms.Kelly this time around. Well i always felt her. I just felt like America didnt want to give her a chance. I really gave Kelly her life after she fired Matthew Knowles as her manager . This is a really good look for ms.kelly. Goo Off Mamas

Alright Alright!!!!

2009-08-25T07:38:00.000-07:00

Yess i decied to give this some red color. This is muthafuckin Mecad Brooks from the hit show "True Blood". I always thought he was really cute with the vampire eyes and all but this took the cake for me. Hes sexy as hell... I live

Rihanna Where Dis This Come From!!!

2009-08-19T21:21:00.000-07:00

I don't know where all this ass comes from...but werk riri

This Is What I Call Choreography!!!

2009-08-19T21:15:00.000-07:00

I love this dance soo much. It was choreographed by one of my face choreographers "DC". he's amazing. I never saw anyone move like him. I also feel like the way he dance, tells stories of the way he's feeling. I love it and hope ya'll do too!!!

2009-08-17T05:12:00.000-07:00

My first post. Why not start out with my new fav gig. Vogue Evolution. I'm not promoting this group just because Leiomy is my auntie but because I'm part of the gay community. I feel that ABDC rest on B-Boying. When Leiomy told me that they made it to the show....I GAGGED. I know they would make it tho. They are just that good. They have been getting great responses from the judges as well as the audience. I personally love this group hands down. They give drama when they perform. And they are very confident like me. lol...

VIEW GAGG VOTE.

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Finally......

2009-08-17T02:58:00.000-07:00

I finally decied to start my own blog. This blog is basically just tell u guys what goes on in my life, as well as entertainment buzz. Dance videos, other blog videos plus my own. Fashion shows as well as my own fashion. I feel that life is what you make it. So why not make it fun and just post about things that crosses my mind and show the world what I'm thinking. I have a very open mind. I love to give advice as well as take it. I listen 2 everyone's thoughts. Have fun you guys!!!

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